Posts Tagged ‘Love’

  • savior of the month

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    wishing to find the hope in the blind

    the ones who cannot see beyond the pain and the rain

    and try to be free by flying free south always

    all the time wondering when

    the savior of the month will come down

    when the savior of the month will ride in on a star

    from the southern cross to venus’s tip

    he comes up riding on the horse on the hill

    the stray horse full of fleas and other debris

    the savior of the month is salvation to the soul of the wrong

    planning to fail again, fall again, die again

    he falls off the horse

    scared silent breathing up the hill

    the humid air beats upon the face

    of the little girl who only needs

    to be saved to be rescued to be loved

    to be held on the lap

    with curls being stroked

    and love profusely pouring out

    the savior of the month comes down

    from foreign lands and foreign tongues

    but whats that?

    I don’t know anything

    I don’t even know love

    don’t try to explain in English to me

    how much I love you

    or how much you care

    because I don’t want to understand

    the savior of the month always leaves me

    alone here without a tear to shed behind

    but hope therein it lies

    that not a tear falls and hoping that these fears fall

    from the stars with the savior to the earth

    shed again

    lighthearted breathing air that frees

    that saves that comes to save

    that always saves me

    June 2005, Recife, Brazil.  (just a little bit of cycnicism… i think i’ll be writing the sequel to this poem soon…)

  • Theology of the Miraculous

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    This whole Bethel debacle has spurred me and my husband on in several discussions regarding the theology of revivals, miracles, and truth.

    In the midst of all of our searching, we have come across comments which as a Christian, who believes the Truth and believes God is love, and that humility is an important part of the Christian walk, I found them to be disturbing, if not theologically incorrect.

    For example, people saying “Well, Praise God that someone wanted to give God the glory for it!”  even when we brought up proof that the entire story, was indeed false.  Would God want to be glorified for something that was an outright lie?  If God is Truth, and Satan is the father of lies, then why would making up a false story be giving glory to God?

    Another, equally as disturbing perspective we have asked my in-laws about, as my Father in law is a pastor with a ministry of signs, wonders, and healings.  The comment was along the lines of “I would rather believe that God did a miracle, whether fact or fiction, than require proof of it being true”.  If our faith is based on miracles that might be false, then what kind of faith is that?  The consensus from talking with my in-laws was that, no, you do not need to believe every miraculous sign to be true.  We need to have discernment and cannot base our beliefs on miracles and signs and wonders only.  Its not a lack of faith to question the validity of what we hear, its called discernment.

    God never calls us to “just believe” in something that might be false, its not a lack of faith if we ask for proof, or a firsthand account.  Jesus rose from the dead, and afterwards he presented himself to the disciples and to a crowd of people. Lazarus as well, was raised from the dead, and many people saw him alive after he was dead.  I don’t think that asking to see proof of a miracle is a lack of faith, if anything, if there is proof of the miracle (ie, a death certificate for someone who is now living, a doctor’s report of cancer being gone, or even the person who was healed to tell us personally what happened) then that will build faith more than just man’s words.

    What kind of faith is built solely on a pursuit of miracles?  What happens when a loved one is confined to a wheelchair at age six by a car accident?  What happens when she still is not healed, even in her 20s now?  Whose lack of faith or “other issue” is it that keeps her there?  I don’t sincerely believe that anyone can say it is lack of faith or some other error on her or her family, who are Christians.  What if it is God’s plan, God’s will, for someone to have to go through life in a wheelchair?  What if God allows these things to happen and doesn’t allow the person to be healed, because maybe their testimony will lead people to Christ?

    I don’t think that the Christian religion would have survived 2,000 years without a culture based upon truth and fact, as well as faith.  By following only the miraculous and saying “faith over proof”, basically that is discounting years of theological and historical research that has produced the likes of Josh McDowell’s “Evidence that Demands a Verdict” and Lee Strobel’s “The Case for Christ”.  We need Christian apologetics.  We need reason to believe, not just blind faith.

    I don’t think Jesus calls us to have blind faith.  When we hear of  a miracle that happened, we need discernment as to whether it was true or not.

  • Christmas at the Creche!

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    “Ho, Ho, Ho! Papai Noel Chegou!!”  was the cry we were greeted with as our small caravan of three cars, not camels, arrived at the daycare center, or Creche, in Santa Maria.  The kids were chanting “Ho, Ho, Ho, Santa is Here!!” because we were bringing these kids Christmas gifts.  They all come from very poor families, and live in a rather poor neighborhood, and otherwise don’t receive any gifts.  Their excitement was contagious and quickly spread to the church group, made up of Americans and Brazilians.

    The kids sang for us, and then we taught them new songs and one team member had a puppet and told the kids a Christmas story about the first Christmas with the puppet.  The kids loved it!  There were smiles all around, as the kids waited in anticipation to get to take their presents home.  We were glad to share the real meaning of Christmas with them, as well as love on and give to those who have less than we do.

    We gave the kids a snack, and had a chance to play with them.  We sort of gave out the gifts to some kids, but they weren’t allowed to unwrap them.  Can you imagine 30+ 2-6 year olds all opening up Christmas gifts at once?  What chaos that would be… so we took photos with the kids we bought the gifts for, and when their parents got them, they took the gifts home to open.

    This visit to a project was a nice change for me.  I wasn’t leading it,which was different.  Almost everyone spoke Portuguese and English, so no translating for me either.  I wasn’t even interviewing the co-ordinators of the project or anything, as I usually do.  I was just free, absolutely free.I was able to play with the kids, photograph them playing, see their joy in receiving gifts, and be reminded that we give gifts to these kids just as the magi gave gifts to baby Jesus.  We, the rich, the middle class, the modern day magi, took time to give thoughtful gifts for these children, born into destitute situations.  Many come from broken families, born out of wedlock, the mother pregnant without being married, like little baby Jesus’ family was.  We never know who these children will grow up to be, like Jesus came from such a humble family’s beginnings, yet grew up to be the Savior of the World.  We give to kids we don’t even know, to kids we meet when we give the gift, in the same manner as the magi gave to a baby they had never met.  But the magi knew he was special.  Like we all know these kids are special.As we celebrate Christmas, we must not forget the real reason why we give gifts, and why we celebrate.  And if you have the opportunity to give an Angel Tree gift, or an Operation Christmas Child shoebox, or donate to a local homeless shelter, please take the opportunity you have to bless someone else and show them what Christmas is really all about.

  • Operation Christmas Child

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    Its that time of year we’ve all been waiting for!  Its SHOEBOX time!!!

    What am I talking about?  Shoeboxes?

    Operation Christmas Child Shoeboxes! Operation Christmas Child is a ministry of Samaritan’s Purse that uses a simple shoebox filled with toys, gifts, clothes, school supplies, and candy to reach out to the lives of children all over the world.

    Simply fill an empty shoebox with age-appropriate gifts and drop it off at a local church or other drop-off location.  The boxes go around the world and are given as Christmas gifts to children who otherwise wouldn’t have any gifts.  It is often the first gift that child has ever received.

    One of the kids I nannied for a few years ago had received a shoebox in the children’s home she had lived in Latvia.  She told me that the hair things were the best part!  Of course, she was a typical pre-teen girl!

    The boxes go to real kids, with real lives, pains, joys, and need.  This girl I nannied for was adopted and helped me pack some boxes in 2008, she was, of course, really excited to help me!

    Last year Samaritan’s Purse started allowing you to track where your boxes went if you donate the $7 for shipping online. Some of the boxes I packed went to Nepal, Panama, Cameroon, and southeast Asia!

    Shoeboxes are given to local churches and ministries and distributed through them. The churches are able to use them as a wonderful evangelism tool to reach out the kids and their families.

    OCC has a great how-to-pack a box video.

    Happy Packing!