Posts Tagged ‘Church’

  • {On Church}

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    I want to see transformation, but I’m tired of forcing it. I’m tired of listening to the lies, I just want to see honest, truthful people in the church. I want to see people who follow the Real Jesus of the Bible, not the made-up, modern Jesus that fits into our lifestyle. I want the reality of the Jesus who didn’t toot his own horn to proclaim his righteous deeds, He just Did the things and let it be. He spoke the truth, he never lied to increase his popularity, visibility or “legitimacy”. He didn’t need to prove anything to anyone because he just Was. And he was Perfect.

    We get too caught up in being modern and relevant that we forget that Jesus never bothered to track his popularity ratings. Hey, he was hated so much that they crucified him. Talk about being un-popular!

    Whatever happened to the cries we heard 10 years ago for a “nameless, faceless generation” in the church to arise to bring Jesus to the world. Those people seem to have turned aside and stopped their calls for change. Now its all about the lights, the names, the numbers, the show. When will we realize its not about us? When will the glitter and lights and shine and show stop? When will the church turn back to the Real Jesus?

  • savior of the month

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    wishing to find the hope in the blind

    the ones who cannot see beyond the pain and the rain

    and try to be free by flying free south always

    all the time wondering when

    the savior of the month will come down

    when the savior of the month will ride in on a star

    from the southern cross to venus’s tip

    he comes up riding on the horse on the hill

    the stray horse full of fleas and other debris

    the savior of the month is salvation to the soul of the wrong

    planning to fail again, fall again, die again

    he falls off the horse

    scared silent breathing up the hill

    the humid air beats upon the face

    of the little girl who only needs

    to be saved to be rescued to be loved

    to be held on the lap

    with curls being stroked

    and love profusely pouring out

    the savior of the month comes down

    from foreign lands and foreign tongues

    but whats that?

    I don’t know anything

    I don’t even know love

    don’t try to explain in English to me

    how much I love you

    or how much you care

    because I don’t want to understand

    the savior of the month always leaves me

    alone here without a tear to shed behind

    but hope therein it lies

    that not a tear falls and hoping that these fears fall

    from the stars with the savior to the earth

    shed again

    lighthearted breathing air that frees

    that saves that comes to save

    that always saves me

    June 2005, Recife, Brazil.  (just a little bit of cycnicism… i think i’ll be writing the sequel to this poem soon…)

  • Feliz 2011!!

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    Happy New Year!! We’re looking forward to what God has in store for our lives this year.

    My husband and I were watching a short video of Bob Jones, the prophet, speak about 2011.  He said only a few short things, but they made sense and were powerful.  2011 will be the year where things that were promised and prophesied will come to pass.  He said things that were prophesied in 2008 have been put on hold, and will come to pass in 2011.

    Not just in my life, but in others and in other ministries, promises of God that we were given in 2008 have been put on hold.  Sometimes we are not sure why there is a delay, but it is all in God’s timing.

    One thing that I was promised in late 2008 has come true in 2010, and thats me and my husband getting married!! Woohoo!! (ok, enough personal info there)

    However, things that we have both been waiting for ministry-wise have been very slow moving, if not completely stuck.  However, we are making decisions and seeing things happening already to complete these promises.

    One involves us going back to Mozambique to pour out more of God’s love on the villages in Africa.  We are praying about and planning on heading back to Mozambique in 2011.

    Another thing involves starting houses of prayer in Brazil.  We have recently made some friends with some people who have the same heart as us and are hoping to start a house of prayer soon.  We also have gotten into contact with some leaders of the movement in the US again, to try to bring Brazilian houses of prayer under solid leadership.  We’re praying about these steps as well.

    We pray with urgency as we know that every year that passes is one less that we have to tell people about the wonderful love of Jesus.  We must be moving, we must be moving.  We cannot be stuck any longer.

  • Christmas at the Creche!

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    “Ho, Ho, Ho! Papai Noel Chegou!!”  was the cry we were greeted with as our small caravan of three cars, not camels, arrived at the daycare center, or Creche, in Santa Maria.  The kids were chanting “Ho, Ho, Ho, Santa is Here!!” because we were bringing these kids Christmas gifts.  They all come from very poor families, and live in a rather poor neighborhood, and otherwise don’t receive any gifts.  Their excitement was contagious and quickly spread to the church group, made up of Americans and Brazilians.

    The kids sang for us, and then we taught them new songs and one team member had a puppet and told the kids a Christmas story about the first Christmas with the puppet.  The kids loved it!  There were smiles all around, as the kids waited in anticipation to get to take their presents home.  We were glad to share the real meaning of Christmas with them, as well as love on and give to those who have less than we do.

    We gave the kids a snack, and had a chance to play with them.  We sort of gave out the gifts to some kids, but they weren’t allowed to unwrap them.  Can you imagine 30+ 2-6 year olds all opening up Christmas gifts at once?  What chaos that would be… so we took photos with the kids we bought the gifts for, and when their parents got them, they took the gifts home to open.

    This visit to a project was a nice change for me.  I wasn’t leading it,which was different.  Almost everyone spoke Portuguese and English, so no translating for me either.  I wasn’t even interviewing the co-ordinators of the project or anything, as I usually do.  I was just free, absolutely free.I was able to play with the kids, photograph them playing, see their joy in receiving gifts, and be reminded that we give gifts to these kids just as the magi gave gifts to baby Jesus.  We, the rich, the middle class, the modern day magi, took time to give thoughtful gifts for these children, born into destitute situations.  Many come from broken families, born out of wedlock, the mother pregnant without being married, like little baby Jesus’ family was.  We never know who these children will grow up to be, like Jesus came from such a humble family’s beginnings, yet grew up to be the Savior of the World.  We give to kids we don’t even know, to kids we meet when we give the gift, in the same manner as the magi gave to a baby they had never met.  But the magi knew he was special.  Like we all know these kids are special.As we celebrate Christmas, we must not forget the real reason why we give gifts, and why we celebrate.  And if you have the opportunity to give an Angel Tree gift, or an Operation Christmas Child shoebox, or donate to a local homeless shelter, please take the opportunity you have to bless someone else and show them what Christmas is really all about.

  • Status Quo of Church

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    Resistance to change is what holds us back from more of the presence of God, many times.  We are comfortable to sit in our chairs, listening to the same music we have heard for the past 10 or 20 years, singing the same songs in the same rhythmns, hearing the same preachers say the same things.

    We have not allowed the openness which welcomes in Holy Spirit to be a part of our church, our lives.  We get scared when change seems to be knocking on the door.  We discourage all forms of different in worship.  We have squelched the creativity of the Creator God.

    We like to stay where we are.  We can’t tell what might happen if we let some new worship leaders in, if we let in some new songs, if we let in some new people to preach.  We don’t know what they will say, we don’t know how the music will be, we don’t have everything already planned out if we let any New things come in.

    We don’t have liturgy, but we are as resistant to change as churches that do.  We don’t have bulletins that outline the service, but we comfortably move through the same routines every week, trying to feed hungry souls from a basket of dried-up crusts.  We try to quench the thirst of hearts that have not had a drink in years, but we are trying to get water from a dried-out creek bed.

    Holy Spirit moved on when He realized He wasn’t welcome anymore.  Holy Spirit left, and with Him, left the River of Life that flows from the throne.  Holy Spirit is creative and not afraid to have people falling on the floor, laughing in the wondrous presence of a God who has a sense of humor, who says “Come drink from me, get drunk on my spirit!”

    We have slowly shut the door that used to be open to God’s permeating presence.  We let it shut over time, over years of fears laying hold of us.  We have closed the door that now stands firmly shut, rusting on its hinges, the lock still unlocked, as our feeble attempt to say “We still want you Holy Spirit.”  But the truth is:

    We don’t want Holy Spirit.  We don’t want the change that comes with Him coming in.  We like the status quo.  It is safe.

    We appear to be like Susan in the Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe.:

    “Is he– quite safe? I shall feel rather nervous about meeting a lion.”

    “That you will dearie, and no mistake,” said Mrs. Beaver, “if there’s anyone who can appear before Aslan without their knees knocking, they’re either braver than most, or just silly.”

    “Then He isn’t safe?” said Lucy.

    “Safe?” said Mr. Beaver. “…Who said anything about safe?  Course He isn’t safe.  But He’s good.”

    God is good, not safe.  If we want more, if we truly are after Him, we need to open up to change, open up the atmosphere of our hearts, of our churches, of our lives, to change that will throw us all out of our comfort zones.  We must change the status quo, and wrench open that long-closed door to let Holy Spirit back into our church.